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Fri, Feb. 29th, 2008, 12:14 pm

This week has been hell.
I keep thinking about him.
I've hung out with a friend of mine, but he hasn't been available lately, so that means no distractions.
I think it's finally hitting me that our relationship is really over, and I have to re-plan my life.
I HATE DATING.
I just want an evening of fun before I do my SCUBA training tomorrow. Cause I'm sure the last thing I need to be while practicing scuba diving is depressed.
It doesn't even feel like my meds are helping.
I haven't eaten much at all this week. Maybe 3 or 4 meals in the past 5 days.

Sat, Mar. 1st, 2008 05:08 am (UTC)
devoteyourself: <3

I lost 10 pounds when Dave and I broke up. That part was great, but you need to take vitamins if you're not eating! I was sick for months because I think I killed my immune system. Emergen-C is delicious btw.

And yeah, dating is terrifying. It's been 7 months since the breakup and I'm just getting back into that. Eeeeek.

Sat, Mar. 1st, 2008 05:36 am (UTC)
jefinefiner: Re: <3

I'll have to give that Emergen-C a try then. Thanks for all of the kinds words.